Going to flip to another new chapter of my life in a week time. I remember complaining about my boring life after quitting the job in hospital, everyday doing nothing at home. But now, I felt as though the holiday is not enough. I want MORE!!!
Anyway, as I am sitting here enjoying the last week of my 8-months-break-post-Alevels, many of my friends have already left to their respective universities. Those that are going to continue their studies in that small little red dot already went there last week or so. All of us are scattered to different corners in the world. Poor Kr has to stay in this 'lovely' country. Sob sob.
No matter how reluctant I am, I know i have to persevere until i finish the studies here as this is the route that i have chosen. I am glad that my parents allow me the freedom to choose what i want. Anyone in their right mind would choose to study in a prestigious university with FULL scholarship. But me, the idiot, has chosen to study in a less well known university, and burden my parents with insane tuition fees.
Until now, i still do not know whether this is truly what i want. A career with long working hours, mentally and physically demanding, and practically no life? Is this what i want? The answer is I do not know.
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