Saturday, April 12, 2008

of satisfaction and disappointment

satisfaction
i feel really satisfied today, not because i finish studying any single page ( or even single slide) of notes, but because i think i did something good :) this morning, after sweeping and mopping the whole house, i went to chow kit. haha. dun get it wrong, i went to chow kit for some community work, not errm.....i shall not elaborate more. anyway, this is not the first time i am visiting children's home, but somehow i really feel satisfied today. and i really pay my full respect to the person in charge there. the way he speaks to the children, the way he is educates the children, and his passion and love from inside, the maturity of his thoughts, all these, are what we need in today's society. so despite of the disappointment, i am actually grateful that i spent my saturday in a meaningful way :) and yea, the pan mian at chow kit is really nice!!!! heh, thats the reward after the community work. i shall visit chow kit on a weekly basis, provided that i can cope with my studies.

disappointment
i was really disappointed yesterday. i don't know why i can so easily be emotionally affected. just one little small thing, and there goes my day. to others, it may seem to be a small thing, to me, i think that this little small things really count. first and foremost, i think people who know me well realise that i hate people who are not punctual. erm, this is not the reason that i was disappointed yesterday, but anyway, i just want to mention it. heh. erm, yep, i really think punctuality is very important, especially for us who are going to save people's lives in the future. i mean, why do people not realise that every second counts? you can be late when meeting a friend, but i think everyone realise that how bad the consequence is if you are late for a emergency rescue.

and yep, the second thing that really disappoint me is that people who doesn't keep their promises. it's so easy to make a promise, but it's so hard to keep a promise. so i will not normally promise people anything unless i am really very sure that i can do it.

heh, i shall not sound so err..emo? haha. i think this word is like becoming so popular nowadays. everyone is using it anytime anywhere :P haha. and i think people are finding excuses just to be emo. hahahaha. i was actually very emo yesterday, but after chatting with jeannie for like 5 hours, i felt slightly better :) ,altough it was such a solemn conversation. haha. sorry ms jeannie for bothering u for so long last nite. heh. paiseh.

and yep, i am going for 9km orange run tomorrow. haha, i hope i don't lost my way and end up in curve coz the run is around that area :P

2 comments:

Kah Hwee said...

hey... don't be so emo... yup i know you have your principles but sometimes you would find it more comfortable to forgive after you understand why people cannot stick to their promises / cannot be punctual... you'll be happier when you 打开 your 胸怀 to embrace those mistakes...

be strong and be happy!
all the best

- JEANN* said...

haha i think i just saw my name somewhere:)

but no problem.i dont mind talking and i think you know that too:)

hope everything will turn out well for everyone and the smiles will reappear on our faces after the storm.

after all, in the presence of love,miracles do happen:)