pain.
i went running the other day, after so long. it felt sooooooo GOOD to sweat once again. the satisfaction was just great :D but then again, my ankle pain greeted me again after barely 15mins or so of running. but i feel happy.
but, next day, i went running again, despite of the pain. this time to the park that i really miss. i felt the same after running. happy. pain.
it's funny, isn't it? that we allow ourselves to suffer with the pain again and again, just for that transient moment of happiness. we know we are going to fall down if we step on the ground . yet, we chose to go ahead. and came back with wounds everywhere. again and again. irony.
'' as time passes, you will long less for what you had yesterday and experience more of what you have today''
~ letters to Sam by Daniel Gottlieb
i am learning to appreciate what i have now. slowly.
and today, when i was running in the gym, i look at the mirror in front of me. i look at every step that i've taken. i look at my leg movement. i look at my ankle. i look at the sweats. i feel the pain. but ignoring the pain, i continue. because i believe i will reach my target soon. sometime. some day.
'' when i am in a dark tunnel, i want to be with people who love me enough to sit in the darkness with me and not stand outside telling me how to get out''
~ letters to Sam by Daniel Gottlieb
so yep, thankyou again, just for your mere presence :)
i went running the other day, after so long. it felt sooooooo GOOD to sweat once again. the satisfaction was just great :D but then again, my ankle pain greeted me again after barely 15mins or so of running. but i feel happy.
but, next day, i went running again, despite of the pain. this time to the park that i really miss. i felt the same after running. happy. pain.
it's funny, isn't it? that we allow ourselves to suffer with the pain again and again, just for that transient moment of happiness. we know we are going to fall down if we step on the ground . yet, we chose to go ahead. and came back with wounds everywhere. again and again. irony.
'' as time passes, you will long less for what you had yesterday and experience more of what you have today''
~ letters to Sam by Daniel Gottlieb
i am learning to appreciate what i have now. slowly.
and today, when i was running in the gym, i look at the mirror in front of me. i look at every step that i've taken. i look at my leg movement. i look at my ankle. i look at the sweats. i feel the pain. but ignoring the pain, i continue. because i believe i will reach my target soon. sometime. some day.
'' when i am in a dark tunnel, i want to be with people who love me enough to sit in the darkness with me and not stand outside telling me how to get out''
~ letters to Sam by Daniel Gottlieb
so yep, thankyou again, just for your mere presence :)
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