Wednesday, August 11, 2010

i am back!

i am back, after so long! :) 3 weeks break, something i have been looking forward to since forever. i need it badly.

surgery-done, int medicine-done, family medicine-done

and yesh, i am done with my first semester in clinical school. time really flies. i still rmb the first day when i stepped in surgery ward 5 months ago, a noobie that time. ah, sometimes, i do miss being noobie, at least i can afford to be ignorant. saw sem10 taking graduating pics the other day, after they passed their eos10. ah, i hope to be there one day. one day, i will be there :)

how did all my postings go?tiring, exhausting, but at the same time fullfilling. everyday in the ward is a new learning experience. i complain complain and complain, day in day out, but somehow when i looked back now, i am thankful for the learning experience, coz i know it will be worse when i am the houseman next time.

the only thing i hope to have now is a shoulder to cry on, someone whom i can turn to to share my joy and sadness, a person whom i can depend on. i have friends, we share how bad our days was, how weird the patient we met, comparing who has the worst day. but coming home, i face the 4 walls in my room, cant help but feeling lonely. i wish my very good friend is here with me, giving me the big fat hug i miss so much, everytime i am feeling down.

anyway, jiayou everyone, wherever you are, whatever you are doing! :)

2 comments:

layQ said...

at the expense of being absolutely full of myself, here's your BIG FAT HUG <333 HUGSSSSSS!!

psych-ed UP :P

krou said...

thankyou hamsap:)