can you believe it's december?

NOOOOO! seriously, time flies. i know i kept repeating this.

i looked back at how i have spent this whole year. i remember i was typing obstetrics case report on the eve of new year last year. i believe i would be doing the same this year for gynaecology. and repeating the cycle of mugging like crazy during chinese new year. but i was glad, for the reward which i have gotten. but it's really putting a great burden on my heavy loaded shoulder.

then i started the new semester. the supposedly more relaxing semester. i fall in love and fall out of love. like a dream. but there's must be a reason something happened. maybe i just don't know yet.

then i went through the whole semester very miserably. and then its my elective period. taiwan and singapore. it was a good break. away from everything.

then back to semester 9. i can't believe i am in my final year of medical school. fast huh?

now, i felt the pressure whenever everybody asked what year i am in? and each time people say, means next year you will be a doctor already?

yes. i am going to be. i will be one. but i don't want to settle to just a doctor. i want to be a good one. and it takes extra step to be one. so i kept telling myself, i just have to grind my teeth and go through this.

i like the hectic life. at least it keeps me from thinking nonsense. somehow, i should be thankful that things ended this way.

anyway, i promise myself that i will make sure 2011 ends in a good way. jiayou everybody!