change

Things change pretty fast eh. this is not the first time i have this feeling. sometimes, you feel like you know someone very well, well enough that you thought that you understand whatever that he/she is thinking, well enough that you thought that whatever problems that arise between both of you can be overcome easily, well enough that there is no secret/lies between both of you.

and just when you thought so, reality proves you wrong. its just feel like the person that you thought you know very well suddenly becomes a complete stranger, that you don't understand him/her at all, that you feel betrayed by the very person that you trusted a lot.

it is just so sad that sometimes a friendship is affected just by some minor things. some small things that won't even matter at all when you look back one month later. i don't hope to give up on a friendship that i cherish a lot, but at the same time, i think , the only way to prevent myself from sinking deeper is by giving up this very friendship that i treasure a lot.how la how.

on the other hand, i received a belated birthday gift from my bunch of crazy friends. that's my best birthday gift ever so far :):):) i love love love love love love love love X10000000 the video sooooooooooooo much. i can't believe i am so stupid that i didnt realise my friends have been going around to record down bday wishes from different people for me. thank you so much! i really appreciate it a lot:)

and and and, happy brithday to another cute cheerful october baby, hoay :)