i think pre-exam period is the time that i reflect a lot. what to do, i am easily distracted. anyway, reflection of the day, my friends say that i am a stressor to people around, as in, i tend to make people feel pressurized. i think i portray myself as someone who is very strong, especially for people who do not know me well. not many have seen me teared. thankfully.
personally, i do not think that i am very strong. i break down very easily too. its just maybe i am not comfortable to do that infront of other people.
but i think my immune system is breaking down nowadays. the wall is slowly crumbling. or am i too tired inside this wall? the wall which i have built to protect myself all this while.
maybe i need the adrenaline rush, the stress, to push me harder. push me away from thinking so much.
1 comment:
how are you, dear? When u r thinking too much (the bad stuff), go do research about TAIWAN!!!
Tearing once in a while is alright, or in fact, normal :) don't do it too frequent okay!
Jiayou!
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