after 2 cycles

2 cycles means i am 24 now! a lot of things running through my mind.

spending more than 12 hours in the ward on my birthday is not a good sign. i love being in hospital, i love talking to patient, but i think there's much more in life than spending all my time in hospital. afterall, career is not the only thing which shape a person's life.

i wonder where i will be next year this time. i hate to come to a junction again.

stress is coming from everywhere, within and externally.

can somebody please tell me things will get better.

saw a note on someone's tshirt during my 10km run yesterday.
''it hurts up to a point and it doesn't get any worse''
i hope so.