5 weeks

5 more weeks to the big war, my final war to go!

Been doing UW Question bank last week. It is actually considered by most exam takers as one of the best tool for preparation in usmle. I am left with 1325 Q to go. Doing 3blocks of questions a day, slowly, and surely I am reaching the finishing line.

The journey is not easy. Of course nothing worth having is going to be easy. Something and for some reason, I am led to this path. Whatever reason it is for, I am going to do my best. I have learnt so much during this journey, not only medically, but also many other aspects. I am sure this will make me a better person at the end of the journey.

After this, I am going to use all this knowledge that I have to help ( hopefully and finally). One of my lecturers in internal medicine actually told me, we have been receiving much, so it's time to give out some. I totally agree with this. I am going to use whatever I have ( regardless how little), to give back to the people.

So much has happened since I last posted. A close family member of mine has pass on to a better place. They say human come and go, without notifying you. Death, just like labour, can happen anytime, and caught you in a surprise, either in a pleasant or a not so pleasant way. ah gong, wherever you are now, I just want to thank you, for without you, I would not be typing this here. may you rest in peace.

Another piece of news, ( good news at least) , I have passed my step2 CS. Compared to the forum mates which I have practised with, I definitely do not deserve this. But I really thank god this this. After ck and cs, I am left with the very last giant step to go.

Just have to tell myself, keep going. Just have to repeat this" I am not telling you it is going to be easy, I am telling you it's going to be worth it.