Friday, November 07, 2008

exam

exam is over, but the engine must still be on, for there is one giant monster awaiting us end of december. till then, i must keep moving and moving.

the paper was horritable...but, after the exam i was so happy because of a ridiculous reason.i realised i've been using the word 'ridiculous' and 'kanasai' quite a lot lately. that's because i really really feel that way.

sometimes, there are so many 'should's in life. like i SHOULD be doing this, i SHOULD be feeling this, i SHOULD be at another place...so many shoulds. our actions are not normally portrayed by we are feeling/innermost thoughts, or put in another way. there are many of times that we are not doing things that we really want. but we are influenced by what we SHOULD do or what we are EXPECTED to do and thus, the things that we are doing are normally a big contrary to what we are feeling. is this considered as hypocrisy?

there is one very wise line that i learn from cf that day. 'there are many talented and gifted people in today's world, what we really need are deep people' true enough, how many people in today's world are actually deep thinker? how many people actually have the time to slow down and really think through and reflect on their life, how many people who actually really look at the mistakes that they have done and learn from it?

and for this reason, i am going back to my hometown for the week before rotation posting for a retreat, or perhaps soul retreat. it is time for me to sit down quietly and talk to my soul and my innermost thoughts.

kk, this is getting very serious. few LAME jokes to share here. this is what medical students came out with when they are stressed during exams.

why did the tortoise cross the road?
because it wanted to get to the SHELL station.

what is the lamest part of the body?
hypothaLAMEST (hypothalamus - a part in the brain)

what is the most masculine part of the body?
bundle of HIS ( in the heart)

what pathological condition only affects woman?
HERnia (nia to be pronounced in hokkien slang)

what is the funniest part of the body?
humerus - a bone

where can you see mickey mouse in your body?
disney (this-knee)

where do you see old man turning in your body?
omentum (old man turn)

which disease only affects woman who are very bouncy?
hirshprung disease ( HER spring/sprung)

who is pacman's brother?
parietal cell in the stomach (look at the picture of pariental cell and you will know why)

and the lamest...
what do u get when u spell megakaryocyte wrongly?
or u can rephrase the question as...where do you see giant kairou in your body?
mega KAIROU site...

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA...i know ...sweat...but this is what keeps me going for this exam , in replacement of something else.sigh. i know this way of coping with the problem is very unhealthy for both parties, but but....i don't know.

post exam. time to relax. xy said that day, actually we are really lucky and blessed. our life is just to study, the only thing that we should be worried about is study study and study. after exam we can go enjoy all we want. unlike our parents, who have to worry about so many things, work, household matters, financial, children...shouldn't we be grateful? ya, we should.

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