Post battle

I am done with my ck! 9 hours with 300+ questions, I felt that my brain was running a marathon, and every moment I gotta ask myself to keep going! Mental stamina is just as important as physical stamina. When I was watching the prep video, the presenter mention, having this exam is just like asking the examinee: ' Do you want to do this' for 300+ times. As each question unfold, you have to tell yourself, YES I want to do this. The 2.5 months odd preparation was not easy. Maybe I felt it was longer coz I was facing this alone, without any batch mate along with me for this journey! But I am thankful for having few friend in the forum to motivate me!

Anyways, the exam is over. Some questions were easy, some were tough. Results will be out in 3 weeks. Anyways, I am just hoping for the best.

Sometimes, I felt I am such an ungrateful brat. Always complaining this that and sometimes even acting very immaturely. But deep inside, I am really really really grateful for what I have. I am thankful for who I am today, for all the people around me. It's just sometimes I can't control my emotions and mouth. haish. And because of all these, I may have unintentionally hurt people around me. I know I have bad temper and I have to change this! I have been listening to podcast whenever when I am traveling on stuff like EQ etc.

Just as I am continuing my journey, I realise it's important for each person to add value to him/herself. We are given 24 hours each, not more not less. It's up to us how we are going to spend the hour, the minute or the second. I am 25 year old and I realised I haven't achieved much over these years. Value, is a very subjective thing. As I am here filling myself with medical knowledge, I realised it's time to give out to the society, with whatever limited knowledge I have.

So, just as I am done with my ck, I filled up the Mercy Malaysia form. I was quite proud of myself for one second, haha. Reason being, last time I used to fill up the column ambition with 'doctor', now for the very first time, I fill the world 'doctor' to the occupation column, for a good cause :)

I guess in my journey of pursuing the ladder of success, in adding a long list to my resume, I need to add value to my soul. I don't want to lose my human touch along the way.

Ok, this post is quite disorgarnised. Anyways, hope everyone's been good! Can't wait to head to the states soon! now back to my CS preparation! Go go go!