phew. summative2 is finnaly over:) i cant believe i have to study so hard just for that 1hour and 15mins paper. but anyway, i am quite thankful with my results, considering the fact that 2 weeks before the exam i was still busy with my orientation stuff.
talking about orientation, i am proud to announce that my group, the oneders, emerged as the overall CHAMPION in the whole orientation. i am really very proud of them, topping in treasure hunt, telematch, and signature hunt:):):) though i think i will enjoy the whole orientation more if its after my summative. but i think winning the orientation is not the whole main purpose, it is the friendship that u will gained after the orientation is more precious. looking back at 6months ago, i was there at their place, and now here i am, an orientation officer for the new batch. but i really appreciate the friendship that i yearned from both the orientations. and yep, i am glad to say that i am starting to enjoy my university life:) (to kh, i think we are slow adapters la :P haha)
anyway, looking forward to the trip down to singapore:) it has been around 8months since i last stepped into that island. so many things have changed since then. hmm, anyway, i shall enjoy the trip and do all the shopping that i want.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Friday, March 07, 2008
life vs death
went for hospital visits. we went there by bus. its embarrass to admit, but i am actually really afraid of taking bus -- bus phobic! ah well, i will have to overcome that because i still have to wait very long before i can have my own very car. sigh. so, on our way there, instead of sleeping, i was reflecting on many things.
for one, i think life is really very fragile. have been encountering so many deaths recently. and in the ward two days ago, someone just passed away right infront of me, after 30mins long of resuscitation. that makes me wonder, human is so powerless. and human is not any better than a robot. robot will not function without the battery/electrical supply. we are just like that too, once our heart stop beating, we will not survive as well. anyway, the experience was really traumatic, i still couldn't forget the face of the person, the last stare of him, and his groaning before death. but i guess i will have to learn to be emotional detached because i will be facing more of this in the future.
mom and dad went back to johor again to take care of grandpa. i can actually go back as well because i have break for today. but i am just too exhausted to travel here and there. grandpa's condition is getting serious. at his age, i know we cant do anything much. but i really pray that he will be alright soon.
for one, i think life is really very fragile. have been encountering so many deaths recently. and in the ward two days ago, someone just passed away right infront of me, after 30mins long of resuscitation. that makes me wonder, human is so powerless. and human is not any better than a robot. robot will not function without the battery/electrical supply. we are just like that too, once our heart stop beating, we will not survive as well. anyway, the experience was really traumatic, i still couldn't forget the face of the person, the last stare of him, and his groaning before death. but i guess i will have to learn to be emotional detached because i will be facing more of this in the future.
mom and dad went back to johor again to take care of grandpa. i can actually go back as well because i have break for today. but i am just too exhausted to travel here and there. grandpa's condition is getting serious. at his age, i know we cant do anything much. but i really pray that he will be alright soon.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
random
took a picture of something which i kept in my purse. i kept this sheet of paper there for quite some time for no special reason. but its one of the things that made me smile whenever i take a look at it. the pic looked quite blurry, but i hope the person who wrote this can recognise her own handwriting yea. haha. frankly, i miss those days. miss those crazy moments that we shared. i think i had started to settled in uni life. but still, somehow something is still missing. haha, i have no idea what is it. anyway, i am grateful for all the friends that i have now and also back in singapore.
exam is coming soon. it makes me miss the period before A's when we used to go to the park near boon keng to chill out when we are stressed ( or more accurate, when kh accompanied me when i was stressed) i think i wouldnt have made it through without this someone who is so blur, yet so nice. haha. kh, dun be too perasan yea :P sigh.
went to the park alone this morning ( and also evening). saw something very interesting :D
spot what is on the lake. hehe :D i think the park is not a bad place to chill out. hehe.
note the frequency of me updating blog. i am just too lazy to study. ah!!!!!!!! go go go jia you!
exam is coming soon. it makes me miss the period before A's when we used to go to the park near boon keng to chill out when we are stressed ( or more accurate, when kh accompanied me when i was stressed) i think i wouldnt have made it through without this someone who is so blur, yet so nice. haha. kh, dun be too perasan yea :P sigh.went to the park alone this morning ( and also evening). saw something very interesting :D
spot what is on the lake. hehe :D i think the park is not a bad place to chill out. hehe.note the frequency of me updating blog. i am just too lazy to study. ah!!!!!!!! go go go jia you!
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